Part of me wants to study so I have some kind of training/knowledge behind me and then I could apply for more jobs, but then the other part of me is too scared to study in fear of failure and thats the part that always wins.
I feel like I’m never going to find a job cause my anxiety & depression keeps holding me back.
HOLY FUCK THE NOTES.
HOLY SHIT LOOK AT THE NOTES
reblog EVERY TIME THIS IS ON YOUR DASH .
If you follow me and you don’t reblog this, we’re gonna have a little issue.
I will 500% judge you if you don’t Reblog
More people reblogged this than there are in my state??
7+million.. 7 Glorious Million people did a thing.. Bless them.
My aunty just text me asking i’d be interested in a babysitting job on Sunday night for a guy she works with. He needs someone to watch his kids for 3 hours.
I don’t know if I should say yes, right now it depends on if my mum can take me/pick me up so I’m waiting for a reply from her.
But I also don’t know this guy, I don’t know anything about his kids, like how many there are, their ages etc.
I guess I’m just kind of nervous cause I’ve only ever looked after kids that I know/know there parents. What if these kids don’t like me? what if something goes wrong?!
I just want to scream! It’s 2.30 in the morning and I’m tired, mentally exhausted but I can’t sleep because I can’t get comfortable. Everything is pissing me off and my back won’t stop aching and the stupid panadol hasn’t kicked in. I just want to sleep!!!